Turning 20!

Dear Bloggy,

Last Sunday, on the 13th of February, i turned 20! GOSSSHHHH! so today is a tribute 100% to God as an honour of my 20th birthday!

Lord, it's been only 5 years my journey with You but You have given me a life that is full of 20 years of blessssiiiiinnnnnngggggggggggggggggsssssss!!!!!!!!

I want to give you thanks first Lord for giving me chances after chances to grow with You. You not only had given me grace but You have given me You in many ways possibly!

You have given me parents to love me and for me to love!

You have provided me with foods and drinks when my stomach goes grrr grrr grrr....

You taught me to try again Lord when You called me to repent!

You gave me siblings to argue at times but share as John the Baptist and You combined!

You given me oxygens to breath in and provide plants to produce it!

You provided me friends to learn to be who I am.

You gave me smiles during times of sadness!

You gave me lips to praise You when things are blessings or hurting!

You gave me hp to communicate and mostly a Heart to pray!

You gave me strength when I fall from grace!

You gave Your Mother to me when I have problems with mine!

You became a Father to me when all seems blind!

You open up my eyes to see things that are bright!

You slapped me for things i did that breaks Your boundaries most of the time!

You punished me when i followed the goverments of flesh when the ten commandments are in my heart!

You share with me things that only me and You can comply!

You gave me lots of little brothers, little sisters, big brothers and sisters to joke, gossiped (lol) and even sharing things up to the divine!

You never leave me as i was alone, it was me who never see You when i was alone but You stayed loyal than me, that makes me lay everything for You, Lord!

Lastly, You make me pure through the Eucharist and make me see the importance of It more than my life!

B

Infant Jesus

" O most lovely Infant, Thou takest milk, to be changed into that flesh which one day is to be bruised and torn for me. "

Was copying this "prayer" down as my weekly devotion. And as i was doing it, i came across this sentence, a part of this unique prayer.

Would like to expound on this today in front of the tv with all my siblings around me and my dad! LOL!

Just to say MOST to everything around us or compliment someone by saying you're the MOST kind person I've ever met in my entire life shows how unique that person means to you until you dare to give such compliment to that person implying that he is and will always be the only one who has a kind attitude towards you.

So this prayer, indicates oneself admitting that the Infant Jesus is the MOST lovely being, portrays that Our Baby Jesus is the only being who is lovely and will always be the one being lovable to us. Of course HE IS, how could He not be the MOST LOVELY INFANT on this PLANET when He was the one who died for US willingly, gave up such great and ONLY life which satan tried to prevent but he failed and HE WILL ALWAYS FAILS and PROVIDES SALVATION not only for me or you but for ALL! NO doubts here.

Then the Infant Jesus was fed by the breasts of Our Lady whom provides Him with milk that as time goes by will make HIM strong!

Since the milk will let Him grow up well and be a "complete" being, we admit that the milk in BABY JESUS' body will let HIS BODY to grow into complete flesh that one day will be the Flesh that We receive daily in Masses which will be God's ultimate and final sacrifice that saves mankind just like you and me!

But, not long after the milk provided flesh for this Baby Jesus, HIS cute-adorable-clean-hug-gable body was then BRUISED and TORN by us.

Brothers and Sisters in Christ,

Ponder on this well and think deeply, a baby that was once a human like us is going to be nailed on the cross for us, HIS BODY was bruised not MOSTLY by the wounds, scorging, the weight of the cross or even the nailing but because of our HEARTS that are too focused on OURSELVES that we forget to be a "HUMAN", so that's why we SINNED and called SINNER and indeed we STILL ARE sinner for we KILLED CHRIST 100% by our SINS that COMES from OUR HEART of WILLS!

Lastly, HIS BODY is also TORN!

I don't even want to ponder on His BODY being TORN apart in order to save HIS BRIDE and US, HIS Living CHURCH!

Tornnn....Toooorrrrnnn.............Baby Jesus, see, being torn a part to save us man, Baby Jesus is already torn by the circumcision put on Him. i wonder How this Baby handles being a baby which i KNOW has a conscience or a heart more than us...His Body was torn by nails, wounds but now to me mostly because no one which is human cares about HIM unless our Lady, John and Magdalene. I think His body was torn a part 100% when He was given a bad wine when He asked for water, He was sssooo thirsty, under that Sunlight, the Heat. How pity was Jesus. :-(

When we have ONLY GOD, then we dare to SAY :

" O most lovely Infant, Thou takest milk, to be changed into that
flesh which one day is to be bruised and torn for me. "

Personally,
B

The Truth will set me Free

The TruTH!!!

I heard before that those who shares their true weaknesses to people around them are let by the Spirit Himself. I wonder.................

see, i was and still struggling with this little "apple" of mine like adam and eve's time.........
i cant really see it by my humanly eyes but somehow when i close my eyes and pray
BOOM! someone is there and guess who? GOD!
Elijah's "hibernation" in the cave shows that God dwells in the deepest core of a person's will...
it is deeper than a will...seriously..

now, i used to read how saints got into this "truth" situations...like saint Augustine, saint Getrude even saint PETER!
It is like a phase where it NEEDS to be done onto a person so that the will of that person ONLY focuses on the Divine Triune God...

being trying to live this life of a "CHRIST-ian" like Christ did before, is not something to ME to be taken lightly!

to me personally, there are worse things than punishment or even hell.

to me, the worst punishment a person could or wants to have is to say NO to God and only have a life of enjoyment that lasted maximum for only A SECOND!

true, everyone was and is given the freedom to choose but why choose something that is already bad and trying to make it look good? then we are no different than being a "pagan" then because they changes what was called SIN to a choice!

as if those babies out there being aborted every second HAVE a choice!

it's like what i used to hear God says through mouths, DO NOT COMPROMISE WITH SINS! and when i really didn't compromise, guess what??

I AM THE BAD GUY for being TTTOOOOO STRICT!

Funny but SADLY and Thankfully IS true!

Being a part of God does not make me HOLY but makes me even more a sinner as i am MORE aware what i did to Christ on the cross......and yet i go to Church....how embarrassing...but only GOD matters.....

The truth is setting me free from every corner, guess what? I think you can do it too if and only if the heart and the WILL is centered only to GOD, the Trinity in ONE!

Personally,

B

A new post in a new year!

Gosh! BLOOOOGGGGGYYYY!!!!

It's been like forever since i posted something in my bloggyyyyy...
poor blogggg...
well since i cant sleep now so why not? haha
its been a rough year for me last year, same goes too for this year
early of the year God whispered things i cant even do..
am slowly telling my close friends about my "darkest" secrets..man..
only God knows how hard it is for me to share it with peoples around me....

okay...let's start with the basics....
first, i got a BB Bold 9700, to me even though it was given by my parents, it was given by God himself....
i wanted a BB, how could it be such coincidence, right?lllllooolll...

haha.....

B

Random

Dear Blog.......

Been a bit rough this week with so many works.....There're so many things to share what's in my heart....for now....am just trying to feel what am i feeling and trying to understand it.......blog.....the more i know about God...the more i sense that the Head of the Episcopate....you know who...plays a part in our Spirituality...why does what happened to me in CG happens outside??? even among the catholic themselves??? i wonder...is the church really that broken in our diocese??? wow! Lord, forgive me for asking but are the priests aware of this????? i think not unless a couple...the rest i think still in the mode of enjoying themselves....still wondering....am curious what's in their hearts...not that i'm judging...just curious.....oh yah.....know what?? still feeling the same weird feeling....now like there's something there...hhhmmm...today's union was like a bit deep...not so...but i felt as if everything is dark and no one's around me but after that was okay...amen! He's homily was too long, hye dude, remember we the one outside have no chairs or fans, please don't be heartless...kids are tired, old people can't stand like you..if you want to talk long...make more long benches for the Congregation...don't just say be humble...pity them..don't mind me but mind those who are old...then....ssssiiiggghhh...there's seriously something wrong with her.....they're asking to go to parkson to buy stuffs and hang but she seems not even paying attention but only on her's comfortability...who is she??? i don't know her anymore.....i'll bring them out but still...sssiiggghhh...anyway, can't wait for this coming week blog...bye...

-WWJD-

Stella Maris

Dear blog,

Was just looking through a facebook of a close friend of mine the pictures of Stella Maris Church in Bintulu, wow! like WOW! The Whole Church is filled with "the Body of the Church", dances, traditional clothing, the presence of His Lordship, seminarians and cg, was really impressed by the response but somehow deep down in my heart i can only sense the People but not the CHURCH. Now, what do i mean by that? As we all know, the Church is not only made up of the building but also made up with the People, but even though the people comes to participate in the Sacrificial Feast of the Immaculate Lamb, if the meaning is still to just either to celebrate that we have a "new church", or "since the Bishop is there" or even to just come for the "dances" or just "forced" to come, don't you think there's something wrong there? People, the meaning? Where's God there? True, His Lordship is the head of the Episcopate but we don't come to celebrate mass because of HIM, but because of Jesus, the Holy Victim!

That's all!

B

Benedict XVI affirms First Communion for children at age of reason

Castel Gandolfo, Italy, Aug 18, 2010 / 06:03 am (CNA/EWTN News).- The Holy Father remembered Pope St. Pius X and reviewed his Church reforms and renewals during Wednesday's general audience catechesis. Pope Benedict highlighted the importance of St. Pius X's decree that set the "age of reason" as the appropriate time for children to receive First Communion.

The general audience was held in the courtyard of the Apostolic Palace at Castel Gandolfo as is customary at this time of year. The space was filled with pilgrims carrying flags and banners and waiving scarves.

During the catechesis, Benedict XVI spoke of Pope St. Pius X, who from the time of his ordination at 23 years old, "showed that deep love of Christ and the Church, that humility and simplicity and that great charity towards the most in need, that were characteristic of his entire life."

Although he accepted his election to the papacy with difficulty because he did not feel himself to be worthy of the position, Pope Benedict XVI said, "he left an indelible mark in the history of the Church" through a pontificate that "was characterized by a notable effort for reform, summarized in his motto 'Instaurare omnia in Christo' (Renew all things in Christ)."

Pope Benedict pointed to Pius X's reorganization of the Roman Curia, how he began work to re-examine the Code of Canon Law and his revision of the protocol for priestly formation. He also spoke of the Pope-saint's work to develop a universal catechism after having witnessed the great need for a reference point of the faith amidst widespread emigration.

"The Catechism called 'from Pius X,' was for many a sure guide in learning the truth of the faith for its simple, clear and precise language and for its expositive effectiveness," recalled Pope Benedict.

He was also reminded of the attention Pius X gave to liturgical reform, in an effort "to guide the faithful to a more profound prayer life and to a fuller participation in the Sacraments." Referencing the 1903 motu proprio "Tra le sollecitudini," he explained that Pius X asserted through it that "the true Christian spirit has its first and indispensable source in the active participation in the sacrosanct mysteries and in public and solemn prayer in the Church.

"For this," continued Benedict XVI, "he recommended receiving the sacraments often, promoting daily participation in Holy Communion, (being) well prepared, and anticipating opportunely the First Communion of children at seven years of age, 'when the child begins to reason' ... "

In marking the 100th anniversary of the Pius X-approved decree "Quam singulari" earlier this month, Cardinal Antonio Cañizares, prefect of the Congregation for Divine Worship and the Discipline of the Sacraments wrote about the same subject in the Vatican's L'Osservatore Romano newspaper. He suggested that the Church must confirm Pius X's decree and even possibly contemplate lowering the age further to ensure the graces for children as they reach the age of reason amidst the difficulties of today's world.

Concluding Wednesday's catechesis, the Holy Father said:

"Dear brothers and sisters, St. Pius X teaches all of us that the base of our apostolic action in the various fields in which we work must always be for us an intimate personal union with Christ, to cultivate and grow day after day this nucleus of all of his teaching, of all of his pastoral genius.

"Only if we are in love with the Lord will we be capable of bringing men to God and opening them up to His merciful love."