Turning 20!

Dear Bloggy,

Last Sunday, on the 13th of February, i turned 20! GOSSSHHHH! so today is a tribute 100% to God as an honour of my 20th birthday!

Lord, it's been only 5 years my journey with You but You have given me a life that is full of 20 years of blessssiiiiinnnnnngggggggggggggggggsssssss!!!!!!!!

I want to give you thanks first Lord for giving me chances after chances to grow with You. You not only had given me grace but You have given me You in many ways possibly!

You have given me parents to love me and for me to love!

You have provided me with foods and drinks when my stomach goes grrr grrr grrr....

You taught me to try again Lord when You called me to repent!

You gave me siblings to argue at times but share as John the Baptist and You combined!

You given me oxygens to breath in and provide plants to produce it!

You provided me friends to learn to be who I am.

You gave me smiles during times of sadness!

You gave me lips to praise You when things are blessings or hurting!

You gave me hp to communicate and mostly a Heart to pray!

You gave me strength when I fall from grace!

You gave Your Mother to me when I have problems with mine!

You became a Father to me when all seems blind!

You open up my eyes to see things that are bright!

You slapped me for things i did that breaks Your boundaries most of the time!

You punished me when i followed the goverments of flesh when the ten commandments are in my heart!

You share with me things that only me and You can comply!

You gave me lots of little brothers, little sisters, big brothers and sisters to joke, gossiped (lol) and even sharing things up to the divine!

You never leave me as i was alone, it was me who never see You when i was alone but You stayed loyal than me, that makes me lay everything for You, Lord!

Lastly, You make me pure through the Eucharist and make me see the importance of It more than my life!

B

Infant Jesus

" O most lovely Infant, Thou takest milk, to be changed into that flesh which one day is to be bruised and torn for me. "

Was copying this "prayer" down as my weekly devotion. And as i was doing it, i came across this sentence, a part of this unique prayer.

Would like to expound on this today in front of the tv with all my siblings around me and my dad! LOL!

Just to say MOST to everything around us or compliment someone by saying you're the MOST kind person I've ever met in my entire life shows how unique that person means to you until you dare to give such compliment to that person implying that he is and will always be the only one who has a kind attitude towards you.

So this prayer, indicates oneself admitting that the Infant Jesus is the MOST lovely being, portrays that Our Baby Jesus is the only being who is lovely and will always be the one being lovable to us. Of course HE IS, how could He not be the MOST LOVELY INFANT on this PLANET when He was the one who died for US willingly, gave up such great and ONLY life which satan tried to prevent but he failed and HE WILL ALWAYS FAILS and PROVIDES SALVATION not only for me or you but for ALL! NO doubts here.

Then the Infant Jesus was fed by the breasts of Our Lady whom provides Him with milk that as time goes by will make HIM strong!

Since the milk will let Him grow up well and be a "complete" being, we admit that the milk in BABY JESUS' body will let HIS BODY to grow into complete flesh that one day will be the Flesh that We receive daily in Masses which will be God's ultimate and final sacrifice that saves mankind just like you and me!

But, not long after the milk provided flesh for this Baby Jesus, HIS cute-adorable-clean-hug-gable body was then BRUISED and TORN by us.

Brothers and Sisters in Christ,

Ponder on this well and think deeply, a baby that was once a human like us is going to be nailed on the cross for us, HIS BODY was bruised not MOSTLY by the wounds, scorging, the weight of the cross or even the nailing but because of our HEARTS that are too focused on OURSELVES that we forget to be a "HUMAN", so that's why we SINNED and called SINNER and indeed we STILL ARE sinner for we KILLED CHRIST 100% by our SINS that COMES from OUR HEART of WILLS!

Lastly, HIS BODY is also TORN!

I don't even want to ponder on His BODY being TORN apart in order to save HIS BRIDE and US, HIS Living CHURCH!

Tornnn....Toooorrrrnnn.............Baby Jesus, see, being torn a part to save us man, Baby Jesus is already torn by the circumcision put on Him. i wonder How this Baby handles being a baby which i KNOW has a conscience or a heart more than us...His Body was torn by nails, wounds but now to me mostly because no one which is human cares about HIM unless our Lady, John and Magdalene. I think His body was torn a part 100% when He was given a bad wine when He asked for water, He was sssooo thirsty, under that Sunlight, the Heat. How pity was Jesus. :-(

When we have ONLY GOD, then we dare to SAY :

" O most lovely Infant, Thou takest milk, to be changed into that
flesh which one day is to be bruised and torn for me. "

Personally,
B

The Truth will set me Free

The TruTH!!!

I heard before that those who shares their true weaknesses to people around them are let by the Spirit Himself. I wonder.................

see, i was and still struggling with this little "apple" of mine like adam and eve's time.........
i cant really see it by my humanly eyes but somehow when i close my eyes and pray
BOOM! someone is there and guess who? GOD!
Elijah's "hibernation" in the cave shows that God dwells in the deepest core of a person's will...
it is deeper than a will...seriously..

now, i used to read how saints got into this "truth" situations...like saint Augustine, saint Getrude even saint PETER!
It is like a phase where it NEEDS to be done onto a person so that the will of that person ONLY focuses on the Divine Triune God...

being trying to live this life of a "CHRIST-ian" like Christ did before, is not something to ME to be taken lightly!

to me personally, there are worse things than punishment or even hell.

to me, the worst punishment a person could or wants to have is to say NO to God and only have a life of enjoyment that lasted maximum for only A SECOND!

true, everyone was and is given the freedom to choose but why choose something that is already bad and trying to make it look good? then we are no different than being a "pagan" then because they changes what was called SIN to a choice!

as if those babies out there being aborted every second HAVE a choice!

it's like what i used to hear God says through mouths, DO NOT COMPROMISE WITH SINS! and when i really didn't compromise, guess what??

I AM THE BAD GUY for being TTTOOOOO STRICT!

Funny but SADLY and Thankfully IS true!

Being a part of God does not make me HOLY but makes me even more a sinner as i am MORE aware what i did to Christ on the cross......and yet i go to Church....how embarrassing...but only GOD matters.....

The truth is setting me free from every corner, guess what? I think you can do it too if and only if the heart and the WILL is centered only to GOD, the Trinity in ONE!

Personally,

B

A new post in a new year!

Gosh! BLOOOOGGGGGYYYY!!!!

It's been like forever since i posted something in my bloggyyyyy...
poor blogggg...
well since i cant sleep now so why not? haha
its been a rough year for me last year, same goes too for this year
early of the year God whispered things i cant even do..
am slowly telling my close friends about my "darkest" secrets..man..
only God knows how hard it is for me to share it with peoples around me....

okay...let's start with the basics....
first, i got a BB Bold 9700, to me even though it was given by my parents, it was given by God himself....
i wanted a BB, how could it be such coincidence, right?lllllooolll...

haha.....

B